when I was hitting my 30s, I consciously decided to have a baby. I was too worried about my biological clock.
true enough, I had a difficult pregnancy. it started to affect my work. When the day came for me to deliver, I was expecting to feel all that fireworks when I see my newborn. To my surprise, I felt nothing. I wondered ‘ is this postpartum depression?’ Thankfully I wasn’t depressed but how come I didn’t feel all that excitement that I hear from my peers?